I visited the doctor last week and she said " tiap orang mau nikah ya pasti stress. banyakin tidur aja !" oouw I feel bad of what she said. Then I printed out my white plan - not blue print but white - tick in my wide wall, and then jeng jeng jeng.. thanks God, mission accomplished. one the only tips I have for you, CPP CPW (only for you who know what it stands for): Pray, with your breath, in every breath you take. Your idea what to do is just pop up there. Always!